最重要的决定?

Well, everything is settled. I will not get involved in any conflicts or argument anymore. It’s upset when seeing everyone beside you are using whatsapp to chat but without telling you any stories. It’s upset when you know your friends are talking something bad of you outside your room door. It’s upset when you have to argue something with your best friends and both of us are strongly disagree with each other. W H A T E V E R, this is all my views and I don’t know what they actually did, maybe MAYBE I’m thinking too much. But, I choose to believe myself  instead of create ton of reasons for them =) It’s really very tiring and I’m not blaming anyone now because I’m not doing the best and I did make mistakes. So, don’t come to me for whatever I wrote, this is my blog, feel free to exit if you feel you are reading a nonsense.

Initially, I was thinking to follow Europe trip (organised by local agent) instead of bag pack because I think that is very hard for me to carry a huge bag to 10countries and everyday keep on walking and walking. But after that, l get myself join into some day trip and been sitting inside the bus for hours. I don’t think the whole Europe trip would be fun if just sitting inside the bus and get down, shot a few photos and then get back into bus and continue the journey to the next country. Since this is a life-altering journey, I would rather do something different therefore I changed my mind and wanted to bag-pack.

But thing doesn’t goes smoothly. Fine. Forget about it. From this morning, I knew the things. I will not enjoy the journey in Europe neither follow the agent nor bag pack. Words will hurt someone, it does. The conclusion is I’ve decided not joining Europe trip and going back to Malaysia immediately after my studies. I think this is the best choice for me. What they said was right, it’s waste, not worth and even stupid because I gave up the chances for Europe trip. What I want to say is I got my own reason for not joining it. Not because of all these things I mentioned above, I wrote because I feel sad but that are not my main reason.

Ya, I would say, it’s still a life-altering journey because I know the definition of friendship in more details and life is a long term planning but not short term =) lastly, at least I discovered United Kingdom as much as I can. It’s better than nothing, Land’s end and Scotland are still waiting for me XD

Life still goes on and I’m still enjoying my life over here. Don’t worry =) Cheers!

社会就是这样

你不知道你会遇见怎样的人，你不知道他们是否对着你说真还是说假。

你不知道他们是否在你背后说三道四，假仁假义。

或许他们的赞美很可能是讽刺，是嫉妒，是嘲笑。

你总是猜测，不安，怀疑，不信任。

朋友不是以时间计算的。

刚认识或认识已久不能断定它的品质。

其实这样子很让人疲惫。

朋友，我不要Quantity，我要的是Quality就可以了。

 

我想念...

亚叁鱼，蚝煎，臭豆腐，BBQ Plaza，火锅，榴莲，炸sotong，nasi lemak，肉骨茶，猪肉丸粉，烧肉面，鸡饭，乌达，沙爹，面粉糕，烧鱼，老鼠粉，釀豆腐，炒果条，点心，虾面，telur bistik，tomyam，加里鸡，香蕉糕，鸭饭，还有很多很多很多。

流口水了..

啊!! 望梅止渴真让人难受，在这里就快饿死了=(

我想吃吃吃!!!

I had a bad day.

Firstly, everything was good. I bought a ring and cook a very delicious lunch for myself as well =)

Yea, although it is not pricey, but i like it so much =D

Look nice? XD hehe.. BUT..

Right now, my middle finger is injured by the scrub bottle when I was bathing just now. I’m too careless and it’s PAINFUL! At the moment I feel numb and it’s bleeding. ssuuueeyyyy la! So, couldn’t wear it within this 2 weeks I guess. Hmm..is it coincidence? I was keep thinking about my left hand left hand left hand and now it’s injured. Too superstitious? Perhaps! =(

And something bad happened just now! Arghhh~ My highlight eye-shadow is cracked. I think I got to throw it after 3months. Shit! It

My stuff like table, lappie, card holder, camera pouch and my hands as well are shinning as if I poured the shining powder on it!

!(*&#^@%^$#

off my lappie and get to bed soon! good night.

今天，就这样吧！

这两天都在追戏，花花世界花家姐---很搞笑的一部戏。能让我半夜三点都笑得隔壁房的小萍都听到。哈哈，好啦，我承认，看戏时的笑声是有一点大声啦 =D

只要一追戏，我就不想出门。昨晚因为下雨的关系，就没去到Monday Crazy Night，不过他们去回来告诉我昨晚也没很尽兴。心想：还好，做对了决定，昨晚超冷的。

现在啊，大家都去赌场的，就我懒得出街>.<

今天不开心，和他吵架了，第一次在这么远的距离还能吵架。我原以为：

距离，让我们彼此更甜蜜。

距离，让我们更关心对方。

距离，不会是一个大问题。

唉.. 别提了，不然我又伤心了 =( *忘记今天吵架这回事*

你说得也对，不要为了那么一丁点小事而吵。我也觉得伤感情。今晚又下雨，我也一样，也会想你。倒数一百零三天，我会回到你身边 =)

我会努力学会知足。

Post-exam celebration.

Just finished the 1st exam in LJMU. I didn’t memorised any notes like what I used to did in TARC. I read through the chapters that I chosen. I wish to write out the answers based on my understanding, and guess what, I’m not doing good in this exam, I judged myself. *sob* But I do not know how the way the lecturer judges me XD Nothing else I can do, just enjoy the day and wait for the result releases =)

Initially, we intend to go a Chinese Restaurant but long story la, so at the end, again it’s Yates! =) But this time no more vouchers, we got to pay for our meal.

French Connection Group XD

I’m getting fatter! Oh Shit! Diet plan starts from tomorrow.

They belong to Yike and me!

Hair grows faster! I don’t know why, normally this length would take about one and half month, but now, it taken only 20days! I can’t imagine the length after 3months.

Our foods! =) More attractive than last time, right? haha, mine one is Green Thai Chicken. Quite nice!

Next, photo of the day!

haha, licking the bottle! >.< sweat, I was the one who generate this idea and now I realised, that is my drink! forget about it.

After lunch time, we went to Tesco as usual to buy some vege, snacks, beer, and others. Tesco is our best-friend =)

SNACKS! great offer from Tesco, 24packs is only 2.65pounds! XD

The packaging is so huge!

All the seven flavour are here! My dear loves it so much! I =D

Today is Monday crazy night. I can’t wait it! XD woohoo! Take a nap 1st! =D

I Miss You ♥

Their concerns warm my heart ♥

*cast a glance on my threw away book and take it back on my table* sigh, will study later :( I got no mood to study at all. But thinking about the amount my mother spends for me to be here, I’ve no choice at all too.

Look at this photo, an app named Notica and it’s amazing. Another way to record my daily life. =)

Just now was the 1st time I skype with my family and said Happy fathers’ day to my god-father! =) told them how’s my life goes on.. My mum asked me how is your preparation for the coming exam and she said: “if I failed my paper, don’t come back Malaysia!” wuuhuu, a strong valid reason to fail my paper, I can stay longer at UK. haha! Of course I will not let myself to fail any paper, I wish to go back and the day comes faster, but at the same time, I wanted to stay longer to enjoy the breeze over here. It’s absolutely in dilemma.

I told them about naked bar, dance and the night life in UK. Those people started to drink when the sun is still shinning until the sun rises in another day which means is from 8pm to 3am. They can enjoy themselves like nobody besides them. Different culture I should say @.@

okay, yesterday talked about someone special pay me a visit in Liverpool.

His mother and sister =) There are some other photos taken by using sister’s camera so I unable to post it now.

with his beloved sister. We went to Albert dock and Liverpool one. It’s a bit rushing for them without overnight in Liverpool.

Albert Dock.

This is the 1st time I met his mother without his companion. A bit shy >.< LOL

His mother cooked Rendang for me but once again, beef’s fault. It’s very delicious (My housemates said that) Anyway, I feel blessed! ♥ It warms my heart. Thank you Aunty =)

Okay, time to study! =)

Girls’ day and we had FUN ♥

While awaiting their arrival, would like to post something about yesterday. It was really a great day! Finally, I’ve got my pin number from HSBC and be able to withdraw from my account.=) It torturing when couldn’t withdraw the money out but you knew it’s inside your account. Hehe, hints: shopping days starting soon. *smiles*

Pheww~, passed up my last first assignment and printed out some vouchers like Yates and Cheshire Oaks, it’s pretty gooood!

Having to thanks my friend Yike for knowing these kinds of promotions and benefits. Unfortunately, I can’t fully enjoy the meals simply because the free cheeseburger is beef which I am not allowed to consume due to my religion. But, I do enjoy the chips given by CheeYing and Xiaopi. It’s full yoo! XD

looks nice, aren’t? It saves about 23pounds! if convert to RM..*calculating…* IT’S ABOUT RM100++. super super worth! =D and this is our 1st time entering to a proper restaurant to have my meal. hah! sounds pity but truth.

After that, we went to shop instead of revision at home. Primark and the body shop were our choice. My skin is dry to the extent that I feel itchy everyday no matter before shower and after. Therefore, I spent a lot of money in buying scrubs, butter and shower gel. *heart pains when thinking about the money gone*

Here they are..

OUR collection =D

Feel terrible? The crazy in UK is more terrible!

Here’s my collection. All are offer items. For the shower gel, it only costs about 2pounds per bottle. The discount price is 3pounds and buy 3 get the 4th free. That’s their tactics for seducing us to buy more in order to save more.

and the scrub is only 13.5pounds after signing up as a member, oh ya, being a member of the body shop in UK entitled a lot of benefits. If I’m not mistaken, the price of the scrub in M’sia is roughly near to RM100. Am I right? Tell me if I were wrong if not I’m going to purchase another two before I going back. haha!

Last photo: Mango! ♥

oopps, they are arriving soooon! *Nervous* wanted to know who they are. stay tuned. Byeeee..♥