Shopping like a Diva =D

How can we say NO to sales?

Dec, a holiday season, sales season! sale anywhere!! Omg, I cant stop buying.

How to resist if you see this.

I cant! LOL

I am addicted in buying those groupon. This is one of the groupon i bought.

2hours package, included foot spa, body scrub, body mask, steam bath, 1hour full body massage.

Very attractive right only with the price RM68.

It’s nearby KLCC, exactly 5mins walk from KLCC.

I enjoyed the body massage session, its soooo relaxing. Perhaps they have so many customers so others session are done in a very fast way. It’s good anyway =D

1 x 6

I can understand why people always saying study life is the best moment of the life. Reality world isn't fun seriously.

Extremely excited when its Friday, and feeling down when u knew you need to go back to office during Saturday. Monday Blue… and many many things.

Exactly A routine life. Citi life..

But there is no doubt I learnt a lot of things and I’ve a bunch of new friends.

We work together, lunch together, emailing during office hour and outing with them. It’s fun! My life and network are getting bigger and larger. Wonderful right?

Yay, friend, friendship.. good and bad too. Frankly, I feel very disappointed toward someone who did something which makes me feel like our friendship is priceless. I wonder why, WHY? Anyway, human being, that’s what I can say and forget it. Enjoy my new life..with new friends and colleagues. Life still goes on.

Today is 11,11,11. A movie with my dear later : You are the apple of my eyes.

ℒℴѵℯ

My first full time job

Today I was informed by Mandy to go citibank for signing my offer letter and do the pre-employment medical checkup. I was quite nervous because I never do Medical check-up before. I go to the medical centre right after I signed my offer letter.

Hehe, I am officially employed! Yeah, starting to earn income, working in an office and follow the normal working hour, wearing the formal wear, like a typical office lady. Starting to earn means life begins to change, I need to pay my PTPTN, to be independent... ahh in conclusion: I’m no longer a student la!

Back to the medical check-up, several checks I’ve to go through like urine, blood and x-ray, blood pressure. I was excited because it’s a private medical centre. Services are not bad and consider as efficient that I dont take longer time on waiting.

My x-ray report. Not bad right? the benefits offered from citibank for an employee. I look forward for others and more. From the check-up, I know my body condition, Doctor said everything is ok and normal, and my blood pressure is a bit low, it may because of my weight. too thin she said. >< Dare not tell her I’m on diet. haha!  And nurse measured my vital, height too. I’m only 162cm =( I thought I am 164cm yeh! nevermind la, 2cm only, no one will discover it haha!

Next monday I will start to attend my training. Hope that I can enjoy with the job and colleagues. =)

Finally here I am to update my dead blog haha XD

One month ago, I was preparing to leave UK and say good-bye for my summer, exactly one month. Awww, what can I say? Time flies no matter where am I, neither Msia nor UK. > Am I using the right grammar? LOL my English... getting poorer and poorer. How can I sit for my external paper with using my broken English? study harder please.

okay, People was curious on what I did on a month after I came back from UK?

Of course, I do looking some jobs, and finally i’ve get a confirmation today. ohh yeah, it’s absolutely excited when I received the call early in the morning. talk about this, I felt glad because I learnt something before I work, which is the interview skills. I was sibeh nervous during the interview and when I been called up for second interview, I was like: huh? interview again ah? oh shit. Luckily I did better during second interview, it might because the interviewer is a nice person if compared to first interview. okay, my first full time career, citibank telesales, I will challenge you! =)

Schedule.

29 – studying “hard” for last paper, which I’m doing now.

30 – Examination held and a dinner on night.

31 – last day in Liverpool. =’( ohhh.. Leaving soon..

1 – Travel to Sheffield by train alone and return on the same day.

2 – 7 – Scotland 6days 5nights.

8 – Travel to Bognor Regis to meet with his mother. Nervous*

9 – stay one day in his mother place.

10 – Go to London Heathrow Airport. Depart time: 7pm+

11 – ARRIVAL time: 9pm+

 

Can u imagine how fast I’m going back to where I came from! A mixed feeling of excited, nervous, and depress. I’m going to leave Liverpool very soon. *shaking head*

Time really really really flies, 3months 3months.

Looking around in my room, this environment, the air, the temperature, the oven, the microwave which act as a rice cooker simultaneously, the heater that warms me always, the street that I always passed by while walking to university.

Ahhhhh, leaving.. no more Atlantic Point, Primark, H&M, JJB, JD, Aldi, 99p, LeoCasino, Chinatown, May-flower restaurant, RedHot, etc. =’( no more pounds, pence and penny..

 

 

Choices.

Once a year I will encounter to this issue and it’s pretty hard for me to make a choice among them. How good if I can bring all of them home! Making choices on perfume is important in a woman life as whenever you go, the smell is around you. Attend meeting, dating, gathering, etc. People’s perceptions toward you are different if you spray perfume on your hand and neck.

And, for me I think that is easier to create a topic when you meet a stranger or friend’s friend. What is the brand of the perfume that you are using? It’s nice! Topic began easily.

Okay, last year my Christmas present was Gucci Envy Me. I loved it so much and don feel like want to finish it so soon. So, I am planning to get another one? Is this a strong reason for me to purchase another one? Aww, Shopaholic.

Chloe.. So sweet, like honey! I love it!

 

Dior, was in my list before and until now, it’s still in my list. *thinking which one to buy* Today, I tried Lancome Miracle, it’s nice but I don think it’s suitable for me.

Chloe, Dior? Dior, Chloe? Hmm... *they are fighting*

You will know the answer soon because I’m going to grab it before my summer course ends. ahhh, A lot of stuffs I haven’t settle.

1. Looking for job through internet.

2. Prepare my resume and send them out.

3. My ICSA paper. This is most critical one but I’m not sure when is the deadline for application. 31 July or 20 Sept? Omg, troublesome.

4. Go through the skills of interview articles before I go back. Is this necessary? YES, definitely. I’m noob when I’m the interviewee. Better do some good preparations.

5. If I’m entitled in this coming Dec paper, I wanna attend some revision classes in TARC. *yeah!* excited! TARC’s life is memorable. But one subject costs about RM450. ohhh, how many subjects do I need to pay? CFM? CG? it’s all about money. I hope I can still be able to sit for this coming exam.

-I WANNA BE A QUALIFIED COMPANY SECRETARY.-

okay, gonna stop here and start to pack my luggage. Tomorrow I will be going to Dublin, Ireland for 4days 3nights trip! hehehehe... by flight oh! hope it will bring me safely to the destination. No internet data in Ireland, No whatsapp messaging, Facebook updates, foursquare check-in and viber calling.

DO NOT MISS ME! =)

*Packing..Packing*

Opppps, my hair grows longer, and I look like a mushroom now >< Will upload photos when I’m back from Ireland.

Bye!

I wish I could lay by your side now.

To take care of you.

To give you some warms.

To remind you to take your medicine on time.

To hug you as if I could lower your body temperature.

To let you know that how much I love you.

不管走了多远，记得回家。

How many friends you have?

A says: “I’ve 1032 friends in my facebook list.”

B says: “ I’ve 200 contacts in my phone list.”

C says: “ I’ve even more than that.”

 

But, what I need is only whenever I need help, someone willing to lend his/her hand out.

One is just more than enough.

However, it’s hard to even find one. a truly one.

Life’s is sucks, world too.

blessed.

I’m blessed to have you in my life ♥ Fevernova Goh ♥

U are trying to fulfil my unlimited needs, I love you.

feeling touch when knowing that you travelled to my home and interacting with my families. exactly one month left and I can’t wait to be wrapped by your arms.

Lovessss..♥♥♥♥♥♥

胡言乱语。

在两天内看完犀利人妻，看得太快，让我没办法完全入戏。很多很感动的画面，可是我只哭了一两次。这部戏啊，我只能说，它完全诠释了男人与女人的天性。一边看我一边在想，如果安真换成是我，我会怎样。我想我会疯了，一个在她心目中一直是完美的老公，决不会劈腿的老公竟然在医院在她车祸受伤后逼她签字离婚。温瑞凡，十来的婚姻，他一直是很幸福的。一件新鲜的事物，一个让他感觉到新鲜感的人，他就不顾一切的结束了十年的婚姻。一个浪就这样在几秒内摧毁了一间家。男人天生就是很残忍的动物，怎样才能找到一个会珍惜你的人，过一辈子。男人就可以说爱就爱，说不爱就不爱，说走就走，想回来的时候就回来。女人就得痴痴的等吗？在这世纪，做这样的女人是最蠢了。这出戏也让我更了解了看见了一个金钱独立的女性和一个全职家庭主妇的差别。在工作上可以分担，话题不会冷淡，大家有彼此的见解，意见。

看这部戏的时候，我一直在想我的未来会是怎样，要是怎样？我真的能找到一个可靠的男人与我走完这一辈子，不会让我伤心眼泪吗？或许世界就要末日了，想这些太无趣了。但我自觉我是一个很缺乏安全感与存在感的人。家庭破碎，受过伤害吧。以前的我，其实和戏里的微恩有点像。只记得自己对别人的付出，却忘了别人对她的爱。所以一直觉得男朋友不够爱她，什么之类的。我的初恋伤害我是铁一般的事实，可是，现在你如果问我，我对他有付出过什么吗，其实我说不出几样。我只记得自己的无理取闹，自己的冲动。不说他爱劈腿，其实他对我很好，要什么有什么，他的容忍。可是，现在我看到他，还是只有反感两个字可以形容。还是要感谢他让我学会这么去爱。现在的我还在努力学习着。

缺乏安全感，对。现在的我还是一样。每天还是会打电话问你爱我吗，想我吗，每次你都会说我神经。这么远的距离，有时我真的会胡思乱想。其实，我相信你。可是，我害怕那种感觉，就是相信了，很相信了，却被欺骗了。所以我每天每天都需要建造起那份信心，如果你现在看到这，又要说我神经了对不对？你的信心一直存在，但我的却没有，这是在我字典里所谓的缺乏安全感。所以之前你开玩笑的对我说出了一个小谎话，我会那么生气是因为我觉得我突然间失去了那份信心与相信，你不是我，你不会明白。所以，不要说我神经，试着了解一下我当时的心情。

有时朋友们聊天聊起家人，他们都会说到爸爸。他们的爸爸有几本事，像个超人，有多疼他们。可是，我什么都没有。有爸爸的陪伴一起长大，爸爸买车，如何盖房子，如何对待他们。这些记忆我一个都没有。我会流泪的问自己，为什么别人这么简单就能拥有的幸福，我却一个都没有。爸爸，是一个多么没有感情的字。只能安慰我自己，也好，少庆祝一个节日，那就是：父亲节。

我想我变了。

为何说我变了，下一篇在告诉你。我头有点疼，要睡了。晚安。

I hope there is nothing ever changes =)

嘿 不要不开心
我不是要离去
只是那来自远方呼唤的声音
要我 去探头看看生命窗外的风景
我去去就来 你别红眼睛
My love
原谅我太好奇
但世界太绮丽
我怎么能不一一去经历
否则我一定会恨死我自己
Nothing ever changes
请快乐等待
等我绕一圈回来
还会是那个爱你的女孩
一样很容易 感动感谢感慨
你给我的爱 我永远爱
My love
要不是你给我
那巨大的勇气
我怎么会这样相信我可以
随著 梦想留下美丽的足迹
串成了故事 带回来送你
我答应你
等我看够美景 就回来
交给你一颗更丰富的心

突然听到这首歌，很适合我和你现在的心情。

“等我绕一圈回来，还会是那个爱你的女孩。”

“等我看够美景，就回来，交给你一颗更丰富的心。”

Homesick

It’s 5am and I’m still awake, applying my eye mask to refresh my tired eyes, playing music – killing me softly with his song, ruyan those song that could make me feel relax and comfort after a tiring day.

Just back from a day trip which consist of 13 of us, 3 cars, and 2 cities – whitby and newcastle. Overall I had fun and I’m absolutely exhausted.

I was sleeping while on the way back to Liverpool, and I had a dream. The car is heading to Muar and I feel like want to eat dim sum during the midnight. I guess I had home-sick seriously. And this is the 1st time I have the feeling of home-sick. I was always wondering how my classmates who staying at Sarawak feel and always posting at Facebook that she misses home, and cried. I can imagine how she felt and her feeling.

Leaving your home country and study aboard are not simple as what I thought before. I never feel like want to go back home when I was studying at KL. There is only 2 hours and 150km+ to go back. But now is different, there is thousand of miles and taken 1 day to be there. At here, I live without any stresses, worries, burdens. Everyday take about 35mins to university and present physically, after that walk to Tesco, Iceland and sometimes Primark to do some shopping and oh ya, these 2weeks I’ve been in Gym room. Swimming, jogging, sauna, sit up and etc. During night, it’s either club or casino. That’s only 2 activities I could found in UK after 6pm *sweat* They just hanging around bar, lounge, club or restaurants and only drinks! It’s a little bit bored.

Today I was told that boy who study aboard will become alcoholic and girl will become shopaholic. I wouldn’t say this apply to everyone but I did see it exists within our group. Grrrr, I feel hungry and time to get to my bed. Good night everyone.

- 55 days -

BUSY XD

Lack of time to clean my room, to wash my clothes, write my blog, upload my photos, study my notes etc etc.

The reason: Summer sales?

LOL

最重要的决定?

Well, everything is settled. I will not get involved in any conflicts or argument anymore. It’s upset when seeing everyone beside you are using whatsapp to chat but without telling you any stories. It’s upset when you know your friends are talking something bad of you outside your room door. It’s upset when you have to argue something with your best friends and both of us are strongly disagree with each other. W H A T E V E R, this is all my views and I don’t know what they actually did, maybe MAYBE I’m thinking too much. But, I choose to believe myself  instead of create ton of reasons for them =) It’s really very tiring and I’m not blaming anyone now because I’m not doing the best and I did make mistakes. So, don’t come to me for whatever I wrote, this is my blog, feel free to exit if you feel you are reading a nonsense.

Initially, I was thinking to follow Europe trip (organised by local agent) instead of bag pack because I think that is very hard for me to carry a huge bag to 10countries and everyday keep on walking and walking. But after that, l get myself join into some day trip and been sitting inside the bus for hours. I don’t think the whole Europe trip would be fun if just sitting inside the bus and get down, shot a few photos and then get back into bus and continue the journey to the next country. Since this is a life-altering journey, I would rather do something different therefore I changed my mind and wanted to bag-pack.

But thing doesn’t goes smoothly. Fine. Forget about it. From this morning, I knew the things. I will not enjoy the journey in Europe neither follow the agent nor bag pack. Words will hurt someone, it does. The conclusion is I’ve decided not joining Europe trip and going back to Malaysia immediately after my studies. I think this is the best choice for me. What they said was right, it’s waste, not worth and even stupid because I gave up the chances for Europe trip. What I want to say is I got my own reason for not joining it. Not because of all these things I mentioned above, I wrote because I feel sad but that are not my main reason.

Ya, I would say, it’s still a life-altering journey because I know the definition of friendship in more details and life is a long term planning but not short term =) lastly, at least I discovered United Kingdom as much as I can. It’s better than nothing, Land’s end and Scotland are still waiting for me XD

Life still goes on and I’m still enjoying my life over here. Don’t worry =) Cheers!

社会就是这样

你不知道你会遇见怎样的人，你不知道他们是否对着你说真还是说假。

你不知道他们是否在你背后说三道四，假仁假义。

或许他们的赞美很可能是讽刺，是嫉妒，是嘲笑。

你总是猜测，不安，怀疑，不信任。

朋友不是以时间计算的。

刚认识或认识已久不能断定它的品质。

其实这样子很让人疲惫。

朋友，我不要Quantity，我要的是Quality就可以了。

 

我想念...

亚叁鱼，蚝煎，臭豆腐，BBQ Plaza，火锅，榴莲，炸sotong，nasi lemak，肉骨茶，猪肉丸粉，烧肉面，鸡饭，乌达，沙爹，面粉糕，烧鱼，老鼠粉，釀豆腐，炒果条，点心，虾面，telur bistik，tomyam，加里鸡，香蕉糕，鸭饭，还有很多很多很多。

流口水了..

啊!! 望梅止渴真让人难受，在这里就快饿死了=(

我想吃吃吃!!!

I had a bad day.

Firstly, everything was good. I bought a ring and cook a very delicious lunch for myself as well =)

Yea, although it is not pricey, but i like it so much =D

Look nice? XD hehe.. BUT..

Right now, my middle finger is injured by the scrub bottle when I was bathing just now. I’m too careless and it’s PAINFUL! At the moment I feel numb and it’s bleeding. ssuuueeyyyy la! So, couldn’t wear it within this 2 weeks I guess. Hmm..is it coincidence? I was keep thinking about my left hand left hand left hand and now it’s injured. Too superstitious? Perhaps! =(

And something bad happened just now! Arghhh~ My highlight eye-shadow is cracked. I think I got to throw it after 3months. Shit! It

My stuff like table, lappie, card holder, camera pouch and my hands as well are shinning as if I poured the shining powder on it!

!(*&#^@%^$#

off my lappie and get to bed soon! good night.

今天，就这样吧！

这两天都在追戏，花花世界花家姐---很搞笑的一部戏。能让我半夜三点都笑得隔壁房的小萍都听到。哈哈，好啦，我承认，看戏时的笑声是有一点大声啦 =D

只要一追戏，我就不想出门。昨晚因为下雨的关系，就没去到Monday Crazy Night，不过他们去回来告诉我昨晚也没很尽兴。心想：还好，做对了决定，昨晚超冷的。

现在啊，大家都去赌场的，就我懒得出街>.<

今天不开心，和他吵架了，第一次在这么远的距离还能吵架。我原以为：

距离，让我们彼此更甜蜜。

距离，让我们更关心对方。

距离，不会是一个大问题。

唉.. 别提了，不然我又伤心了 =( *忘记今天吵架这回事*

你说得也对，不要为了那么一丁点小事而吵。我也觉得伤感情。今晚又下雨，我也一样，也会想你。倒数一百零三天，我会回到你身边 =)

我会努力学会知足。

Post-exam celebration.

Just finished the 1st exam in LJMU. I didn’t memorised any notes like what I used to did in TARC. I read through the chapters that I chosen. I wish to write out the answers based on my understanding, and guess what, I’m not doing good in this exam, I judged myself. *sob* But I do not know how the way the lecturer judges me XD Nothing else I can do, just enjoy the day and wait for the result releases =)

Initially, we intend to go a Chinese Restaurant but long story la, so at the end, again it’s Yates! =) But this time no more vouchers, we got to pay for our meal.

French Connection Group XD

I’m getting fatter! Oh Shit! Diet plan starts from tomorrow.

They belong to Yike and me!

Hair grows faster! I don’t know why, normally this length would take about one and half month, but now, it taken only 20days! I can’t imagine the length after 3months.

Our foods! =) More attractive than last time, right? haha, mine one is Green Thai Chicken. Quite nice!

Next, photo of the day!

haha, licking the bottle! >.< sweat, I was the one who generate this idea and now I realised, that is my drink! forget about it.

After lunch time, we went to Tesco as usual to buy some vege, snacks, beer, and others. Tesco is our best-friend =)

SNACKS! great offer from Tesco, 24packs is only 2.65pounds! XD

The packaging is so huge!

All the seven flavour are here! My dear loves it so much! I =D

Today is Monday crazy night. I can’t wait it! XD woohoo! Take a nap 1st! =D